Wednesday, October 29, 2014

Who gives a fuck anyway

Let’s cut the crap and face it. Each one of us wants the thing we don’t have. Once we get it, we crave for something else. The tangle of want-need-expectation never really ceases. As years steer by, and goals of life transform into bigger realities, this cobweb multiplies into a complex gamut.

Aaya who phir nazar aise, baat chidhne lagi phirse…aankhon mein chubhta kal ka dhuaan…

We all strive for perfection. Yet we all compromise. What is companionship exactly? Is it finding the perfect one (or waiting for one until the end arrives), or is it bending down and make the imperfections work.

Let me go, I don’t wanna be your hero, I don’t wanna be a big man…I just wanna fight with everyone else.

I believe people, who are—or aim to be—your companion, are life filters. Like a tissue soaks up the oil of a snack, the stand eats up the candle wax—in the same way, life companions filter all the dirt around and in you and put it far away, leaving only the residue of positivity, non-whiny environment and a healthy atmospheric vibe which only repels happiness. They soak up confusions and provide for solutions. They remove the mundane and fill laughter. They kill the emotional debt and make you guilt-free. They pull you up and become the torch when the bulb inside you fuses. They light up, each minute, each day with just their mere thought in your head. Well, they should, at least.

Kisi mausam ka jhonka tha..
jo is deewar par latki hui tasveer tirchi kar gaya hai....
gaye saawan me deewarein seeli nahi thi...
na jane is dafa kyun inme seelan aa gayi hai...daraarein padh gayin hai...

This expectation can be termed as ideal or perfect, but it has its moments of weakness too. The only trick of the game lies in recovering from the lows, back to the highs. What to take to heart, and what not. What to let effect the strength of love, and what not. What to impress or digress or influence one partner, and what not. Its constantly about the choices—choice of letting loose, choice of gripping it together, choice of ignoring, choice of clinging, choice of hating or choice of loving—all in one that particular moment when you are in your low, and keeping that feeling constant till you have promised.

But who gives a fuck to the deep thought anyway? Let’s just play around, behave societal, eat, and sleep. All this anyway is just an over-thinking brain. Who wants to give a thought, and make lives better anyway.

So lately, been wondering..
Who will be there to take my place..




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