Dear diary,
I'm sorry. I know I have ignored you. I have cheated on you and not written enough to you. For the things and people, which and who, I thought were more important than you. Turns out, it's only me for you and you for me. I know I have been a jerk and I'll make up for it I promise. Have lots to tell you.
First the professional stuff. Yes I'm trying and will get a job soon hopefully.
I read somewhere today "talk to yourself for fine minutes daily" and it struck me that I don't. So here I am.
I have reduced smoking also. Don't eat out much anyway. I checked my weight a few days back. Lost two kilos. But don't worry I'll suck this depression out of my body right away. Stomach's kinda bad, and acidity makes me puke without even eating. But yeah, soon. I promise.
What else? Oh yeah the thing you'll be most glad about. I really really have stopped depending on others for my happiness. I don't text my friends a lot these days and neither do I feel bad that they also don't. I know it makes me a loner again, but I guess that's the best way to be. Guess the conversation with Shashank really helped right? I know!! Give me a hi-5! :-D
Hey I bought a new phone man! It's really cool.
I'm sorry if I am over loading you with information. But you know na, you for me, me for you. Correct?
Dude one person that day told me I need to see a psychiatrist. I got totally psyched by this judgement man! I can assure you I'm not going crazy. I'm finally putting my life back on track.
I have to confess, I did a blunder last month. I went to Bombay and I got a job offer but I rejected it because I was in this stupid bubble of living in Delhi for some stupid reason. I know what I did was a foolish thing to do but there's no going back now.
But honestly, this 'no aim in life' thing is really killing me man. I lost my most proud facet - organisation. I don't know where I lost it. But I'll not let myself go crazy about it. I'll pull myself together.
Hey you know what!! I recently discovered it's written in my kundli (I don't know what's that called in English) that the most ideal profession for me will be of a movie referent (a movie critic). But the sad part is that, maybe coming back from Bombay was not the most sensible decision, given the prospects there, but as I said. Harm's already done.
Hey you know I met an old school friend of mine after years. She's really cool and outgoing.
Anyway. I'm going back to watch Boston Legal now. If you have something to say, ping me. I'm sure I'll understand your computer generated voice.
Love,
The same old me.
I'm sorry. I know I have ignored you. I have cheated on you and not written enough to you. For the things and people, which and who, I thought were more important than you. Turns out, it's only me for you and you for me. I know I have been a jerk and I'll make up for it I promise. Have lots to tell you.
First the professional stuff. Yes I'm trying and will get a job soon hopefully.
I read somewhere today "talk to yourself for fine minutes daily" and it struck me that I don't. So here I am.
I have reduced smoking also. Don't eat out much anyway. I checked my weight a few days back. Lost two kilos. But don't worry I'll suck this depression out of my body right away. Stomach's kinda bad, and acidity makes me puke without even eating. But yeah, soon. I promise.
What else? Oh yeah the thing you'll be most glad about. I really really have stopped depending on others for my happiness. I don't text my friends a lot these days and neither do I feel bad that they also don't. I know it makes me a loner again, but I guess that's the best way to be. Guess the conversation with Shashank really helped right? I know!! Give me a hi-5! :-D
Hey I bought a new phone man! It's really cool.
I'm sorry if I am over loading you with information. But you know na, you for me, me for you. Correct?
Dude one person that day told me I need to see a psychiatrist. I got totally psyched by this judgement man! I can assure you I'm not going crazy. I'm finally putting my life back on track.
I have to confess, I did a blunder last month. I went to Bombay and I got a job offer but I rejected it because I was in this stupid bubble of living in Delhi for some stupid reason. I know what I did was a foolish thing to do but there's no going back now.
But honestly, this 'no aim in life' thing is really killing me man. I lost my most proud facet - organisation. I don't know where I lost it. But I'll not let myself go crazy about it. I'll pull myself together.
Hey you know what!! I recently discovered it's written in my kundli (I don't know what's that called in English) that the most ideal profession for me will be of a movie referent (a movie critic). But the sad part is that, maybe coming back from Bombay was not the most sensible decision, given the prospects there, but as I said. Harm's already done.
Hey you know I met an old school friend of mine after years. She's really cool and outgoing.
Anyway. I'm going back to watch Boston Legal now. If you have something to say, ping me. I'm sure I'll understand your computer generated voice.
Love,
The same old me.
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